Meet Yourself with Presence, Not Control 🌙🕊️🥣
“Bienvenid@… y bien despedid@ a la carga ancestral que no nos pertenece” is a playful but powerful message that says:
“Welcome — and also goodbye — to the ancestral baggage that was never ours to carry.”
We’re being lovingly invited into presence... while also saying: adiós to the burdens, fears, and behaviors we inherited but don’t need anymore. 🧳✨
✨ Agencia – Agency™
The first time I heard the word agency, I thought, “Huh? A business?” I only knew how to perform. So I was like, “I already do that. I produce results. ✅ Got that covered.”
Next. Boy, was I off.
Agency™ — the real kind — is not a résumé skill. It’s a spiritual quality. It’s not about results. It requires compassion for myself first. Not productivity. Not even clarity. Just… kindness. With me.
💥 Despertar – Awakening™
This whole wellness thing? Terrifying. Beautiful. Completely disorienting.
Why terrifying? Because now I actually see and hear myself. And the process is... a full-body upheaval. It still literally sends shockwaves through my nervous system — like I’m rebooting from some system crash. As my body lets go of ignorance, exogenous drugs, and toxic beliefs, it tries to regulate itself. A full inner pharmacy reboot. 💊🌀
🌈 Alegría – Joy™
This is waking up. Not to something new. But to what was already inside me.
Things I forgot — or wasn’t allowed to feel. Like joy. Truth. Curiosity. Safety.
Those got buried under Christian caca, superstitious basura, and let’s not even mention TV — all those fake smiles and filtered lives. 🙄📺
🥣 Recuerdo – Remembering™
If and when we begin remembering, it’s not just facts we recover. It’s feelings. Memory. Connection. The things no one could put in a textbook.
It’s like gathering pieces of myself — slowly, gently. Tenderly. 🥣
🧠 Prisión Mental – Mental Prison™
Here’s the honest part. Even now, I still get ambushed by the voice of doom. Especially when I take one tiny step toward wellness. Or truth. Or peace. 🕊️
Anytime I move toward remembering who I really am, that voice — that leftover programming — tries to drag me back. Into numbness. Into “just survive” mode. 🌫️
When I say “re-membering,” I mean literally putting myself back together again — Humpty Dumpty style. 🥚 (Except this time, we don’t rely on all the king’s men 👑.)
😵 Confusión – Confusion™
And yeah. It’s uncomfortable. Lonely. Confusing.
Not everyone is willing — or even able — to sit in that chaos. It’s honestly easier to stay insane than to face the pain of waking up. 😓🌪️
🧘🏽 Meditación – Meditation™
And still… I keep showing up.
That’s what Vipassana has taught me. (Not how to make lasting friendships. Trust me. Learned that one the hard way. 😬) But I keep going. Sitting. Serving. Listening.
I am the meditation™. Wherever I go. Whatever I feel. Even when I’m falling apart… I stay with me. 🪶🌙
Because now? We know something we didn’t before:
Agency is not performance. Wellness is not cute.
And love — the real kind — starts with how we treat ourselves in the moments that feel impossible. ❤️🩹
Because Your Spirit Didn’t Come Here to Settle.
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